This page is meant to be a space for me to track my time as I grow.
This page is by no means a perfected piece of content, but rather an attempt to record my time.
Anything from what I am building, or what I am reading all the way to what I ate belongs here (I eat a lot :x ).
I have no written records for much of 2024, but as I write this on the last day of 2024, I have come to a conclusion, 2024 was riddled with everything.
Ups and downs, just like any other human on this rock, I too had them, from the crazy LFGs when a piece of code I wrote worked at 12 in the night, to disappointment of opening the results tab on PESU app at 12 in the night and more.
But regardless I have learnt a lot, thanks to the most important 主義 that I learnt back in 2023.
The places or the oppurtunities I have had feels surreal looking back at it, so surreal that it's as though it was all by fluke, the dice rolled the right number every time.
I guess this is what Imposter Syndrome is. The feeling of believeing you dont belong to where you stand, is filled to the brim. But no reason to give up, be in a state of bewilderment or be hung up on it. Even if it is true, not a lot of people get a chance to stand where I am, so the only right path is to prove otherwise.
Well before we run to 2025, thanks to myself (Yes, ofcourse me too), my family and friends, because none of this would've been true without them.
Hmm well the simple translation of it from Japanese to English is Principle, and my principle is
If I dont challenge myself no one will.
Yes well if I dont challenge myself or even bet on myself no one is going to, there's no choice but to get up and grind, to race the me from yesterday.
At the bottomline, I am more than glad if i can win over the yesterday's me today in any way possible.
Funny enough this was my New Year's Resolution going into 2024. As we approach the end of 2024, I want to start 2025 with a new addition to my 主義.
Retrace and Repair.
Record everything that goes wrong, work upon it and fix it.
Leave nothing under the gone wrong column.
Mistakes are proofs that I can optimise more, not a reason for getting hung up on something.
Why is it empty??
Duhh, not even 24 hours has passed by -_-